Re: @*%#& !!!!

UGH!!!!!

I spoke with the rental complex and it's a flat out NO .

I argued and cried over the phone. I stated that I have no place to live as of next week. She didn't offer any usable suggestions. With all said and done, I can not live there.


But, I could apply for another place within the management company.

I spoke to Greg after I spoke with the rental complex. He feels bad. But, he's remaining optimistic and hopeful.

I know in the back of my mind, I am too. But, at this very second, I don't feel it. What I do feel, aside from the obvious anger, is nauseous. I feel like I am going to be sick at any given second or sudden movement. I am going to assume this is due to the stress that has recently returned. Although, I felt this feeling of nausea before and blamed it on stress (around this time last year too) and it turns out I was pregnant. But, of course, I am not going to think that... no no no.

Work is going to be long today. Time will slow down and may even revert to going backwards, just for me.