Adjusting

Ugh, I am still adjusting, mentally, from this weekend. Not that it was stressful (and I still need to finish writing about the weekend) but a lot went on, especially on Sunday with Amelia, and, in addition to seeing things completely different than before with the new glasses.

One thing that has changed since having new glasses, aside from perfect vision, is my perception of Amelia. Before, she still looked small to me and I kept telling Greg that we have a midget baby (and he would just laugh at me), but with the new glasses I see her completely different! She looks bigger, rounder, and more 'baby' like. I am assuming that my old prescription affected my depth perception or something like that, I don't know, but now she looks like a fat baby to me!

During one of the quiet moments of yesterday, Greg and I stood in the kitchen talking about feelings and such. And, as usual, I had all the questions. For some reason, I don't think I'm completely adjusted to Greg and I being 'together' together. Don't get me wrong, my feelings for Greg are real and true; I am not 'guessing if' I am in love with him, I know I am in love with him. But, with all that Greg and I have talked about recently, I wanted to know if his feelings for me were/are different than the feelings he's had with his ex's. I don't know why I wanted to know this information, but his answers made me feel good, as well as made me believe that what Greg and I have is unique from what we've experianced with our ex's. We're both feeling things we didn't feel with them for each other and, I'm gushing with excitment over this! I feel amazing with Greg. I don't want to be without him. Greg is my everything. And, even though I've mentioned this before, the communication between Greg and I is what's making our relationship so strong and I can not stress enough how important it is to talk, openly, with your significant other.