Today has been so demanding!
I woke up pretty energized yet I wasn't able to complete a damn thing. There were so many items that I wanted to do today. Oh well, I can only hope for tomorrow.
This morning I went to the grocery store at like 10:30am! I even took Amelia with me. I decided, since I was feeling to energetic, to have a bbq this evening. So, I bought chicken and hamburger as well as items to make pasta salad, along with corn on the cob. Yummy! After the grocery store, I wanted to clean the bathroom, my room, do the laundry, and clean the kitchen. That was what I was in the mood for. Erie, I know.
All I did today was make the hamburger patties and that's it. Amelia took all my time today. She just wouldn't play with her toys. And, she was pretty cranky too. Greg thinks she's going to start teething soon. She slept very little today as well.
Also, Greg and I planned on checking out this place in Odenton,. We first set a time of 4:00-4:30 to meet, then he calls me at 3:15 and pushes it back to 5:00. This upset me because there was so much I wanted to do and him pushing this back an hour just delayed my mental schedule. I was pretty mad. But, I moved on. So, around 4:30 I leave to meet Greg at the complex and he hasn't even left his apartment yet! Oh, that angered me even more. He pushed the time back an hour and he was still going to be late. I was pretty hot when I learned this and I let him know it without sounding like a bitch. The only thing that really annoys me is Greg's tardiness. It picks me like nothing else ever has. I, personally, hate being late for anything. And, yet I am still able to be on time for anything even with a baby, and Greg can't be on time for anything except work and he doesn't have a baby to take care of or get ready in the mornings or any other time of day. So, how am I able to do this and he isn't? I don't get it. Again, even though I know he doesn't mean it, but every time he is late it just makes me feel that he doesn't care about the reason we set the time in the first place. He offered to come over tonight, even though he isn't over on Sundays, to help me with tomorrow since we both have the day off of work and the babysitter is going out of town. So, I accepted his help. But, if you're not going to honor your offer, why even bother? Ugh, I am still feeling pretty angry about this.
Anyway, when I arrived at the complex I was appalled at the condition and called Greg and told him to not bother meeting me here. The place isn't even worth applying. So, the hunt continues.
I ended up behind Greg once I got close to home. When we arrived, I cleaned the grill and started the fire. I prefer charcole grilling than gas grilling. Yes, a gas grill reaches the temperature faster but it doesn't have the wonderful taste that charcole grilling gives teh food. So, the wait is worth it for me.
I started with the chicken breasts, but the fire wasn't hot enough and it looked like it was about to rain, so I put them in the oven to finish cooking. But, I had to have the hamburgers cooked on the grill no matter what. Which, I have finally completed! While the hamburgers and chicken were cooking, I made pasta salad, and messed it up. Don't ask how. But, I was able to fix it and Greg loves it. After the salad, I shucked the corn and can you believe Greg has never shucked corn in his life? I don't understand how that is possible! I rather enjoy shucking corn. So, I got the corn cooking in the pot and decide to cook bacon for the hamburgers and chicken. I cooked an entire package of bacon. I think I am craving bacon as well. LOL
So, I believe everything is finally done and just in time because I am starving! I haven't eatin much today because Amelia wouldn't let me put her down, even while she was asleep for 10 minutes at a time. Don't get me wrong, I enjoy spending time with her and I love playing with her and talking to her, but I need time alone to get things done it it picks at me inside. Almost like OCD, but not so severe and once in a blue moon. Weird, I know.
Anyway, time to eat. I hope to finish tomorrow.
Showing posts with label aggravation. Show all posts
Showing posts with label aggravation. Show all posts
27 May 2007
25 April 2007
Bad bad Bad
This week just hasn't been good.
And, to top everything off, this morning I locked myself, and Amelia, outside. I called Greg a little after 8am for help. He arrived about 9:20-ish. Around 8:50-ish, Greg calls to tell me that I can not do this, locking myself outside, anymore and that he was crossed with me. Yeah, like I did this on purpose. I told him that I was sorry and that he doesn't have to come over tonight. I became pretty upset with him after that phone call. He really hurt my feelings. As if I didn't already know that he was going to be late for work, just like I was going to be late. Plus, I still had to drop Amelia off at the babysitters before I could go to work and that sets me back about 15 minutes, so it's not like he was the only person effected.
Overall, I feel aggravated. There is more to why I am feeling aggravated than what happened this morning and part of this aggravation is from Greg's actions, or lack thereof, with his ex. I don't mind that he still talks to her and I think it's nice that they are still friends after what ended their relationship, but Greg has yet to do the two simple things I've requested him to do for me. The first request was asked nearly 2 months ago and the second request was asked about 3 weeks ago. These requests require him to tell his ex something for me, nothing major; just something to help me feel better. He says he's going to do them, but at this point I don't believe him anymore and I told him this on Monday night. The fact that he hasn't done these requests hurts because it feels like he isn't taking my feelings seriously or into consideration about the requests. It's to the point, that I give up on him doing the request; which I have told him and that I will not forget this (this being that he did not do the simple request for me) meaning that I won't hold a grudge against him, but I will not forget what he did (or didn't do).
I was intending on not talking to Greg today (via email or phone calls) because I am hurt by his actions of this morning and the other things. But, he sent me an email stating that he was hurt and worried. So, I wrote back explainging why I was being cold to him when he arrived and he's apologized for his actions to the phone call. I wrote back telling him not to come over because there is no point (I know he wants to get as much OT as possible and by arriving late means he'll have to work late tonight and since I am about a half hour from his job, he wouldn't arrive until 8pm or later and I just don't see the point in coming over). Greg disagree's with me about tonight, so we'll see.
And, to top everything off, this morning I locked myself, and Amelia, outside. I called Greg a little after 8am for help. He arrived about 9:20-ish. Around 8:50-ish, Greg calls to tell me that I can not do this, locking myself outside, anymore and that he was crossed with me. Yeah, like I did this on purpose. I told him that I was sorry and that he doesn't have to come over tonight. I became pretty upset with him after that phone call. He really hurt my feelings. As if I didn't already know that he was going to be late for work, just like I was going to be late. Plus, I still had to drop Amelia off at the babysitters before I could go to work and that sets me back about 15 minutes, so it's not like he was the only person effected.
Overall, I feel aggravated. There is more to why I am feeling aggravated than what happened this morning and part of this aggravation is from Greg's actions, or lack thereof, with his ex. I don't mind that he still talks to her and I think it's nice that they are still friends after what ended their relationship, but Greg has yet to do the two simple things I've requested him to do for me. The first request was asked nearly 2 months ago and the second request was asked about 3 weeks ago. These requests require him to tell his ex something for me, nothing major; just something to help me feel better. He says he's going to do them, but at this point I don't believe him anymore and I told him this on Monday night. The fact that he hasn't done these requests hurts because it feels like he isn't taking my feelings seriously or into consideration about the requests. It's to the point, that I give up on him doing the request; which I have told him and that I will not forget this (this being that he did not do the simple request for me) meaning that I won't hold a grudge against him, but I will not forget what he did (or didn't do).
I was intending on not talking to Greg today (via email or phone calls) because I am hurt by his actions of this morning and the other things. But, he sent me an email stating that he was hurt and worried. So, I wrote back explainging why I was being cold to him when he arrived and he's apologized for his actions to the phone call. I wrote back telling him not to come over because there is no point (I know he wants to get as much OT as possible and by arriving late means he'll have to work late tonight and since I am about a half hour from his job, he wouldn't arrive until 8pm or later and I just don't see the point in coming over). Greg disagree's with me about tonight, so we'll see.
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