Bad bad Bad

This week just hasn't been good.

And, to top everything off, this morning I locked myself, and Amelia, outside. I called Greg a little after 8am for help. He arrived about 9:20-ish. Around 8:50-ish, Greg calls to tell me that I can not do this, locking myself outside, anymore and that he was crossed with me. Yeah, like I did this on purpose. I told him that I was sorry and that he doesn't have to come over tonight. I became pretty upset with him after that phone call. He really hurt my feelings. As if I didn't already know that he was going to be late for work, just like I was going to be late. Plus, I still had to drop Amelia off at the babysitters before I could go to work and that sets me back about 15 minutes, so it's not like he was the only person effected.

Overall, I feel aggravated. There is more to why I am feeling aggravated than what happened this morning and part of this aggravation is from Greg's actions, or lack thereof, with his ex. I don't mind that he still talks to her and I think it's nice that they are still friends after what ended their relationship, but Greg has yet to do the two simple things I've requested him to do for me. The first request was asked nearly 2 months ago and the second request was asked about 3 weeks ago. These requests require him to tell his ex something for me, nothing major; just something to help me feel better. He says he's going to do them, but at this point I don't believe him anymore and I told him this on Monday night. The fact that he hasn't done these requests hurts because it feels like he isn't taking my feelings seriously or into consideration about the requests. It's to the point, that I give up on him doing the request; which I have told him and that I will not forget this (this being that he did not do the simple request for me) meaning that I won't hold a grudge against him, but I will not forget what he did (or didn't do).

I was intending on not talking to Greg today (via email or phone calls) because I am hurt by his actions of this morning and the other things. But, he sent me an email stating that he was hurt and worried. So, I wrote back explainging why I was being cold to him when he arrived and he's apologized for his actions to the phone call. I wrote back telling him not to come over because there is no point (I know he wants to get as much OT as possible and by arriving late means he'll have to work late tonight and since I am about a half hour from his job, he wouldn't arrive until 8pm or later and I just don't see the point in coming over). Greg disagree's with me about tonight, so we'll see.